I don't know what I want. I feel the electric creativity running through my veins but nothing ever materializes. So many thoughts floating around, it is impossible to grab one.
I want to start and maintain a blog. But what about?
I want to make podcasts, like my own internet radio station. But what about?
I want to write a short film and make all kinds of videos. But what about?
I want to write more. Short stories, poems, a novel even. But what about?
I want to be better and more creative with art journaling. But how?
I want so desperately to be this person in my head. But I fear I'm just not good enough. What will I do with my life then? There is nothing else for me.
