How rad are these?! I want some so bad; they're brand new at Delia's. One in every color, yes/yes? Ha.
Today was a good day. I kind of took some time from school to catch up on sleep and be a bum. I can't really justify it: I skipped. I am so excited to see We The Kings and The Cab with my CBFL on Friday. We are quite a team. Us + a crazy show = epic. :)
Tomorrow is a regular half day Wednesday, and I'm spending time with my dad. We always have top secret adventures and do stuff my mom would never let me do. So fun. So tomorrow we're going to get my tarot cards read, which is something I've been dying to do. I love all that stuff; I'm a Scorpio. So stoked on this also. And I might get my nose re-pierced tomorrow. I've been waiting since December and hopefully all goes well. Not looking forward to the pain, but as my favorite go-to piercer says: "No, you have to be a big girl. If you can't be a big girl you can't get up on this table." So true. Life lessons from the tattoo shop, who knew.
The Academy just announced an acoustic tour and I reeeally want to go. Looks like another trip to Lawrence, gotta love the small college towns. I've been having really strange and vivid dreams lately. I don't know if it's been the sleeping pills or what, but my dreams have been on hold. I just stopped dreaming at night. But now they're back and crazy as ever. Oh dear. I'm really tired and run down lately, after the past two weeks of awesome, I think I'm in a "down" phase. It sucks. But maybe the next few days will be a great pick me up and I can sort some things out.
I've been trying to slow down and do some things for ME. I feel like I've been focused not just on other people and their issues, but on how much they anger me and make me feel like shit. Maybe if I took time to better myself I would be able to deal with them in a more productive way than blowing up. It's just so easy. I'm an explosive when I want to be and a stone cold bitch when I don't feel like dealing with you. I've been looking into EFT, courtesy of Gala Darling, and it looks kind of cool. Normally I wouldn't be into that kind of stuff, but right now I'm up for anything. My path down Buddhism and opening up myself has really made me more understanding of things like that. I sound really new age and retarded, but it's true. I feel different, however slightly. Today is also Lightcasting Day, so it's perfect! I really want to get back on the wagon with my vegetarianism and no pop routine, but it's fallen apart a bit. Shame. I need to throw my ass back in the gym too. Summer's coming! I need to team up with Amanda or someone to kick my ass on this.
I still need to figure out what to wear on Friday, not to mention tomorrow. I need to shower and do some Lightcasting and EFT, and write in my real journal. I'd also like some tea. God, relaxing can be kinda stressful. I need to study for a Spanish test (eek) and get myself together. I really miss my old friends and my nose piercing and my skinnier self. But things WILL get better, whether they come to me or I work my ass off for them.
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