I keep waiting for someting to happen. Anything...just something. I don't know what, but I just feel like something is coming. It's really strange and kind of creepy. Something...maybe not personal, but pop culture-ish. Like...I can't explain without sounding whack. I'm listless. Like, seriously. But it's something big, something immediate to me. I keep clicking back and forth to the same sites. Refresh refresh refresh. I don't like this.
Folie came out too soon. It's all such bad timing. It's...I don't want to sound like a horrible person. I'd rather you not do this at all than do it and complain all the way. The whole situation is so frustrating to think about. I just don't know anymore...in 2009, do I want to continue like this? No. I want everything to be okay, but I also want to be free.
