I wish I was free. From so many things.
Mainly myself.
I should stop caring and start living my life. But I have been.
And I'll be damned if I let myself fall back into this.
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Meiko's jams are amazing. Check her out on myspace or itunes. Basically my new soundtrack for rainy days and sad times. Like now.
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I think everything's okay and it's not that bad, but then this stuff happens. This stuff is my own jealousy and certain people's happiness. It's strange that this comfort happens when these things are taking place. I'm not a such a good person. Not now.
Sell me another life.
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There's new snow on the ground and I want nothing more than to just take off. But where to go? My world consists of my mind and these songs, envelpoed in a snowy wonderland of other people's lives. I'm not making sense to you. If I were to beg him to love me...
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This breakdown is not right for me. This can't be my life.
