I'm honest in all the wrong ways.
"Rockstars are unimpressive. Kids with golden hearts who sing and smile for all the right reasons own my soul"-Christopher Gutierrez
Respect for other people is gone
Respect for the security is gone
Respect for the venues is gone
Respect for the bands is gone
It's all crumbling down around me. Slowly but surely.
Eventually, no one will remember how it used to be.
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I made an accomplishment of sorts today. But I suppose it was just a comfirmation of an accomplishment. One I don't think I've made yet. Or if I will at all.
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Some people's lives are so small and sad that it makes me want to cry. When I step back and look at the people around me, I wonder if when they leave, anyone will remember them. And then I become bitter becasue I know the world doesn't remember people who don't do anything. And these people never will. It doesn't matter if you're a good person, or you're nice to someone no one likes...whatever. You don't get rewarded...remembered. The world is a sad, cruel place.
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Do you make a wish at 11:11?
