Tuesday, January 15, 2008

I Don't Know.

Everything's been crazy lately. I can't take it.
So much homework and stress and ideas and thoughts and I think I might die.
I can't handle it all at once. It's like everything inside my head has decided to make its bid for freedom at the same time. It's insane. I have a constant headache.
I get my braces put on Monday. The pain is not going to pleasant. One more thing to add to the list.
But all I really want to do is write. I've been doing it every chance I get-before I go to sleep, when I'm reading and I get an idea, I even started writing during math class today. haha.
But it's just random too, like stuff I didn't even know was inside me. I don't know...it's weird.

I'll never understand this talent everyone says I have.
I wish there was someone there to...guide me. Someone...going through it too.
I don't know.