sometimes i'm reminded of who i used to be.
we kill oursleves trying to forget, but would kill t o relive it all.
my heart is caught in a tug of war between then and now.
wanting to stop time, just to memorize the moments.
the moments that make and break us.
life doesn't stop for the girl dying to be something more.
"Sometimes in your life you'll have to face times where you feel completely alone…you're desperate for any kind of affection or attention, you just want someone to care for you, you just want to feel important..not ever feeling good enough, not ever being happy, never being satisfied, feeling like you don't matter, like you don't amount to anything. Feeling like this existence, this life is just pointless it's so dull and frightingly predictable yet unpredictable..predictable in the sense that no matter what nothing will ever be enough, nothing’s ever going to make it better, yet unpredictable that at any given moment, at any given second anything can happen.. Feeling lost and miserable to the point where you don't know what to do or say any more..all your senses turn off and your completely apathetic and cold..bitter yet so unbelievably caring. I just want to live my life not based on what society is based upon, I don't want to be like everyone else, I won't."
^i didn't write that but it's so amazing.
"Remember, Death is more universal than life; everyone dies but not everyone lives."
