so yesterday was the day i realized that my friends are kinda shitty. and that kind of realization can throw a girl into crisis mode. it's like, 'oh jesus, what am i going to do?! these people annoy the shit out of me! oh no! i have no one i really like! they're all mentally deficient, immature shitbags! help me!' yeah. not fun. and i know that this is probably just a phase where they're getting on my nerves, and when school starts i'll be sososo stoked to see them again. i love my friends. i really, really do. but i can't help but think that there will be a time when we grow up & away from each other, you know? and i fear that this is that time in our lives. and it sucks that we all will probably go to different schools once we graduate. i just...i don't know anything anymore. NEW SUBJECT, PLZ.
ummm....i've been looking for ideas for my hair. i'm really into the scene style lately. and really, i should probably be ashamed to say that. but it's not like anyone i know really knows what that is(b/c they're all immature ppl who still watch the disney channel sometimes.) so i'm not really worried about looking 'cool.' hopefully all goes well.
i want to have more intelligent things to put here, but it's hard to have intelligent thoughts at 5:30 in the morning.
jealous
tired
curious
that all i feel at the moment. god, who cares anyway?
