End is the only part of the word that I heard.
Things I am not: Skinny. Blonde. Always smiling. "Chill." The American standard of beauty. Remarkably intelligent. Patient. Quiet. Calm. The leader of a parade where only drugs and fun are behind me. Sure about my place and purpose in this world. Well spoken. Flirtatious. Outgoing. Interesting. Organized.
Things I am: Loyal. Thoughtful. Caring of the world. Considerate. Passionate. Ambitious. Crazy. A feminist. Determined to improve the world. Unable to live without music. Empathetic. Quick. Self conscious. Wanting.
Not what you want at all.
Everything I'd rather be.
Or at least until I say it enough times it becomes true.
