^<-SO FUNNY! omg, at least to me. BAHAHA! good stuff. just thought i should actually post something that makes this blog worth, idk, checking out or something. whatevs. so here's something i wrote...idk a couple of months ago maybe? i enterend it into an online contest a few days ago so we'll see if it's really any good or not. i'm scared to tell anyone i entered in case i fail horribly, so no one knows. haha. ANYWAY. ta-da!!:
Some Moments
Almost two years have gone by
I'm still the same; outspoken but somewhat shy
I've done my best to make it through
But I always come back to the thought of you.
Many moments spent trying to fix myself
Crying and screaming, put your problems back on the shelf
Never let them see you, weak and hopeless
How can we be so wrapped up in ourselves?
The most important times were overlooked,
These were the times I was dizzy and shook.
I never opened my eyes
To see what was behind the tears and lies.
I've done horrible things,
just to remind myself that I was alive.
Many, many things done,
that only came back to tell me
that I am me:
Sometimes miserable
Sometimes beautiful.
You are you, I am me,
Even apart, we will always be.
Every moment felt so right,
Of course it was the time of my life.
blahblahblah, so. this poem is just oh-so ~emo of me, isn't it? blah, what shite.(<-lol @ mah british cussing baha) the whole 'emo' thing grates on my nerves. but that's a different rant for a different day. the feelings were authentic at the time, though. but i've gotten great feedback from the few people i've actually shown it to. more writing/ranting when i'm not sleep deprived and kinda distracted. goodnight/morning.
